Curious George.

i've spent the day packing my bags and wondering how this trip is going to end up. going to my dad's for christmas is something i do every year. each time i crave the scent of my own home, and my mom after a few days. i'm going open minded this time. hoping to see my cousin mostly. it's not like an average family gathering. we have the family members that talk strictly about themselves and then the family members that want to know everything about you. we don't have a bond amungst us. just a puppet family you could say.

though this trip is going to be long. not seeing my bestfriend for a while will make it so much more longer. she and i have grown together faster than ever. and you can pretty much say that we've become part of one anothers family. hopefully i'll return in time before school starts so i can spend a little time with her.

i'm very curious as well, in a new relationship over the holidays. i wonder if it'll make things worse, or possibly bring us closer together. who knows i'll cross my fingers and we'll see. i've got nothing to lose.

have a pleasent evening.